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Hello all! The following is taken directly and with all permission surely from my bible www. bullyonline. com. (:bulletwhite: www.bullyonline.org/related/fa… :bulletwhite:) Perhaps it will be of interest to one person, maybe more, maybe none!

I am very, very sick today, please forgive me if you're waiting upon or curious of a response or any communication from me. I love you all, Audra.


Where are people bullied?

  • at work by their manager or co-workers or subordinates, or by their clients (bullying, workplace bullying, mobbing, work abuse, harassment, discrimination)
  • at home by their partner or parents or siblings or children (bullying, assault, domestic violence, abuse, verbal abuse)
  • at school (bullying, harassment, assault)
  • in the care of others, such as in hospital, convalescent homes, care homes, residential homes (bullying, harassment, assault)
  • in the armed forces (bullying, harassment, discrimination, assault)
  • by those in authority (harassment, abuse of power)
  • by neighbors and landlords (bullying, harassment)
  • by strangers (harassment, stalking, assault, sexual assault, rape, grievous bodily harm, murder)

Bullying in the family
Dealing with a serial bully, psychopath or sociopath in the family Issues: bullying relations, family bullying, abusive partners, abusive relationships, power, control, domination, subjugation, manipulation, intimidation, narcissism, attention seeking, arrogance, fear, shame, embarrassment, guilt, denial.
 
The bully at work is a serial bully at home and in the community. All serial bullies have been through school and all have families and neighbors. An increasing number of inquiries come from people dealing with family bullying. The violence committed by a serial bully is almost entirely psychological, for psychological violence leaves no scars and no physical evidence. Most commonly the violence takes the form of verbal abuse and emotional abuse including trivial nit-picking criticism, constant fault-finding combined with a simultaneous refusal to recognize, value, acknowledge and praise. Manipulation, isolation and exclusion are other favorite tactics, as is feigning victim hood or persecution, especially when held accountable.


The objectives of serial bullies are Power, Control, Domination and Subjugation. These are achieved by a number of means including dis empowerment, the stimulation of excessive levels of fear, shame, embarrassment and guilt, manipulation (especially of emotions and perceptions), ritual humiliation and constant denial. When you live with someone who is constantly denying what they said or did a day ago, or an hour ago, or even a minute ago, it drives you crazy. When the symptoms of injury to health start to become apparent, the bully will tell others you have a "mental health problem". You may be mad, but this is not mad insane, this is mad angry.


Control is a common indicator of the serial bully at home - control of finances, control of movements, control over choice of friends, control of the right to work, control over what to think, and so on. All are designed to dis empower.


A favorite tactic of the bully in the family is to set people against each other. The benefits to the bully are that:

a) the bully gains a great deal of gratification (a perverse form of satisfaction) from encouraging and provoking argument, quarreling and hostility, and then from watching others engage in adversarial interaction and destructive conflict, and
b) the ensuing conflict ensures that people's attention is distracted and diverted away from the cause of the conflict
The family bully encourages and manipulates family members etc to lie, act dishonorably and dishonestly, withhold information, spread misinformation, and to punish the target for alleged infractions, ie the family members become the bully's unwitting (and sometimes witting) instruments of harassment.
Bullies are adept at distorting peoples' perceptions with intent to engender a negative view of their target in the minds of family members, neighbors, friends and people in positions of officialdom and authority; this is achieved through undermining, the creation of doubts and suspicions, and the sharing of false concerns, etc. This poisoning of people's minds is difficult to counter, however explaining the game in a calm articulate manner helps people to see through the mask of deceit and to understand how and why they are being used as pawns.

WHAT IS 'BULLYING'?

  1. Constant nit-picking, fault-finding and criticism of a trivial nature - the triviality, regularity and frequency betray bullying; often there is a grain of truth (but only a grain) in the criticism to fool you into believing the criticism has validity, which it does not; often, the criticism is based on distortion, misrepresentation or fabrication
  2. Simultaneous with the criticism, a constant refusal to acknowledge you and your contributions and achievements or to recognize your existence and value
  3. Constant attempts to undermine you and your position, status, worth, value and potential where you are in a group (eg at work), being singled out and treated differently; for instance, everyone else can get away with murder but the moment you put a foot wrong - however trivial - action is taken against you
  4. Being isolated and separated from colleagues, excluded from what's going on, marginalized, overruled, ignored, sidelined, frozen out, sent to Coventry
  5. Being belittled, demeaned and patronized, especially in front of others
  6. Being humiliated, shouted at and threatened, often in front of others
  7. Being overloaded with work, or having all your work taken away and replaced with either menial tasks (filing, photocopying, minute taking) or with no work at all
  8. Finding that your work - and the credit for it - is stolen and plagiarized
  9. Having your responsibility increased but your authority taken away
  10. Having annual leave, sickness leave, and - especially - compassionate leave refused
  11. Being denied training necessary for you to fulfill your duties
  12. Having unrealistic goals set, which change as you approach them
  13. Also deadlines which are changed at short notice - or no notice - and without you being informed until it's too late
  14. Finding that everything you say and do is twisted, distorted and misrepresented
  15. Being subjected to disciplinary procedures with verbal or written warnings imposed for trivial or fabricated reasons and without proper investigation
  16. Being coerced into leaving through no fault of your own, constructive dismissal, early or ill-health retirement, etc

How do I recognize a bully?

Who does this describe in your life?

  • Jekyll & Hyde nature - vicious and vindictive in private, but innocent and charming in front of witnesses; no-one can (or wants to) believe this individual has a vindictive nature - only the current target sees both sides
  • is a convincing, compulsive liar and when called to account, will make up anything spontaneously to fit their needs at that moment
  • uses lots of charm and is always plausible and convincing when peers, superiors or others are present; the motive of the charm is deception and its purpose is to compensate for lack of empathy
  • relies on mimicry to convince others that they are a "normal" human being but their words, writing and deeds are hollow, superficial and glib
  • displays a great deal of certitude and self-absurdness to mask their insecurity
  • excels at deception
  • exhibits unusual inappropriate attitudes to sexual matters or sexual behavior; underneath the charming exterior there are often suspicions or intimations of sexual harassment, sex discrimination or sexual abuse (sometimes racial prejudice as well)
  • exhibits much controlling behavior and is a control freak
  • displays a compulsive need to criticize whilst simultaneously refusing to acknowledge, value and praise others
  • when called upon to share or address the needs and concerns of others, responds with impatience, irritability and aggression
  • often has an overwhelming, unhealthy and narcissistic need to portray themselves as a wonderful, kind, caring and compassionate person, in contrast to their behavior and treatment of others; the bully is oblivious to the discrepancy between how they like to be seen (and believe they are seen), and how they are actually seen
  • has an overbearing belief in their qualities of leadership but cannot distinguish between leadership (maturity, decisiveness, assertiveness, trust and integrity) and bullying (immaturity, impulsiveness, aggression, distrust and deceitfulness)
  • when called to account, immediately and aggressively denies everything, then counter-attacks with distorted or fabricated criticisms and allegations; if this is insufficient, quickly feigns victim hood, often by bursting into tears (the purpose is to avoid answering the question and thus evade accountability by manipulating others through the use of guilt)
  • is also ... aggressive, devious, manipulative, spiteful, vengeful, doesn't listen, can't sustain mature adult conversation, lacks a conscience, shows no remorse, is drawn to power, emotionally cold and flat, humorless, joyless, ungrateful, dysfunctional, disruptive, divisive, rigid and inflexible, selfish, insincere, insecure, immature and deeply inadequate, especially in interpersonal skills
WHAT DOES 'BULLYING' DO TO YOUR HEALTH?
  • constant high levels of stress and anxiety
  • frequent illness such as viral infections especially flu and glandular fever, colds, coughs, chest, ear, nose and throat infections (stress plays havoc with your immune system)
  • aches and pains in the joints and muscles with no obvious cause; also back pain with no obvious cause and which won't go away or respond to treatment
  • headaches and migraines
  • tiredness, exhaustion, constant fatigue
  • sleeplessness, nightmares, waking early, waking up more tired than when you went to bed
  • flashbacks and replays, obsessiveness, can't get the bullying out of your mind
  • irritable bowel syndrome
  • skin problems such as eczema, psoriasis, athlete's foot, ulcers, shingles, urticaria
  • poor concentration, can't concentrate on anything for long
  • bad or intermittently-functioning memory, forgetfulness, especially with trivial day-to-day things
  • sweating, trembling, shaking, palpitations, panic attacks
  • tearfulness, bursting into tears regularly and over trivial things
  • uncharacteristic irritability and angry outbursts
  • hyper vigilance (feels like but is not paranoia), being constantly on edge
  • hypersensitivity, fragility, isolation, withdrawal
  • reactive depression, a feeling of woebegone, lethargy, hopelessness, anger, futility and more
  • shattered self-confidence, low self-worth, low self-esteem, loss of self-love, etc.
 



This journal was coded by LineBirgitte - graphics by xyphid
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loreleft27 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah wished it would end tooo........hard to live life when everything is completely backwards...
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J-Wolfe15 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013
I hate bullies and that is a great song. ^.^
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AudraMBlackburnsArt Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Professional
Thanks and I am not a big fan of them either my friend. You are the first to comment on the musical selection!! I almost used some floyd, but didn't think it would drive the point out as well!:hug:
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J-Wolfe15 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013
You're welcome and good to hear. ^.^ :hug: I generally try to comment on all aspects of entries/submissions. ^.~ I have to agree with that last point. ~W^
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AudraMBlackburnsArt Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013  Professional
:) Not everyone would understand surely! :hug:
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J-Wolfe15 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013
Tis a possibility. *hugs back*
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Creativeness Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013   General Artist
Appreciate the good people in your life. It's a blessing when people are nice and polite. Good people can have bad days, and they say they are sorry. But those bad days are few and very far between. Apologies come often from people who bully, or often not at all, because they are not even aware of the hurt they caused, because they have no empathy...
:hug:
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AudraMBlackburnsArt Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013  Professional
You are always nice to me, and polite! I think I am nice by nature, it is hard for me to let anyone down, or think to hurt someone purposely, with no recourse at all. I'm just weary of them. I know the bully mindset intimately. Both my parents are diagnosed narcissists, and consequently I've had the worst possible happen from it. I am glad to know you my friend. I believe some actually become 'self aware' but then what? They don't think like me. They do not emote but for themselves. They are killers on the road!!
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Creativeness Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013   General Artist
I sometimes wonder what the evolutionary purpose of such total emotional disconnect from others is all about. Love is all about caring about and feeling for other people and animals and nature. And getting the love back, because the nature, animals and other people love you just the same. It's a good thing 99 out of a 100 people are NOT psychopaths.
There is a beautiful saying, or whatever it is called in english, that goes:
'' Forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair. ''
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mk-kayem Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2013
Hi Audrey,

Sorry to hear you are ill... get better quick!! Take care of yourself, k?

As for bullying in school, I was always the new kid... moved every year starting in sixth grade...and so had all the boys on my side because of it, and teenaged girls are abject followers--mostly they befriended me. I was never picked on or bullied, and even had the power to yell at bullies who picked on other kids and got away with it! I was proud of that.

However, my life took a turn for the worse when I married a total bully. He fit the description on your list to a T. It took me years to get away from him and I don't think my self esteem will ever be the same. I was stupid. So stupid.

I have trust issues now. There is a happy ending to this story, as I married again in 2009 and wow, what a difference! I now know about love and trust.

Thanks for listening and for the journal entry. :hug: Kaydy
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